every monday i’m looking forward to friday.

that’s when i can spend some time with baby and be away from every unhappy thing.

finally had my favourite scallop porridge last sunday! thanks baby(: travelled from bukit gombak to geylang. hahahaha.

can’t see the scallops yet right? because it’s all below. haha! forgotten to take of photo of the scallops. =/

anw as usual, we started our car washing after stopping for probably 2 weeks. and i demanded to take a photo before we start ‘work’! baby told me ‘mai bo liao la!’ hahahaha! but i still took(:

nothing special other than that. and we decided to have assam fishhead again on friday(: time spent with baby is never enough. i’ve always hope that time will just stop and stay at that moment. but it never will.

*sometimes i hate returning. because there’s really nothing that i can look forward to.

it’s all messed up. i wish i could clear the mess but i know i can’t and i no longer have the strength to.

it’ll never be the same anymore.

i really miss those times….. really…..

wanted to upload ah boy’s birthday pics and also some photos i took with boyfriend over the previous weekends.

but well, the camera tricked me! when I on it there’s still batt, then the moment I wanted to upload the photos, the batt went flat. SO I can only upload tml(:

sometimes things can be very simple. yet no one will understand that simplicity that you are searching for.

to have someone to talk to when you’re down.

to encourage you when you are so not motivated.

to give you a peace of mind when you need it.

to understand what you are really looking for.

to realize you ain’t happy even when you looked like you are.

life can be very simple, what you wish for can also be so.

简单就是美。。。

searching for the quietness, peacefulness and simplicity..

time to learn how to walk and think. think then walk.

many wrong things had been done in my entire lifetime. be it small little mistakes or big major mistakes. i can’t deny that i didn’t do any.

in fact, i probably made another mistake recently. but well it’s time to learn how to think before you walk, think while you walk.

anyway enough of all these, hopefully my final decision will be right. stay firm and things will be fine. yes, hopefully(:

waiting for baby to be back from ball game, then have dinner. baby promised me almond paste tomorrow! YES! haha i’ve waited for like 2 weeks. FINALLY!

Almond Paste here i come tomorrow!!

(:

when you make a mistake, you will give yourself 1001 reasons.

when you know that it’s wrong but 90% of you is telling yourself just do it, you will still give yourself 1001 reasons.

when you want to avoid someone, you will give that person 1001 reasons.

but now i’m having 1001 whys.

i’m not understanding the 1001 reasons that should cover for these 1001 whys.

and i think i can never find 1001 answers for the 1001 whys.

because the i can only think of 1001 wrongs to explain these 1001 whys.

but there will never be 1001 chances to cover these 1001 wrongs.