silly

haven’t had the chance to finish updating everything that i wanted to previously and i’m here with other things to add on.

poor economy is affecting me or rather us big time. and it’s time i really have to spend with some brains.

just bought my new phone for 400 bucks, w980i. went to M1 thinking that i can trade in my w910i for 150 bucks lesser but in the end they couldnt except because they said that the little white strip turned red. god knows that white strip actually existed. well, couldnt trade in but i still bought because my phone was kinda gone case.

anyway, finally got a necklace for baby which i wanted to give him quite some time ago. i hope he really like that necklace and it’s a rare piece too(: wait till i got the chance to take a photo of it and i’ll post here(:

what’s more? i did silly things and disappointed baby. yes he’s unhappy with me, and probably really cant trust me anymore, but i didn’t mean to do that. i know you must be feeling angry and disappointed for me to do such a thing. but trust me that i really didn’t mean it and i promise it’s the first and the last time. when u were in genting and i couldn’t contact you at all and u didn’t want to reply or pick up my calls, i really feel very upset and guilty. because i caused all these. not being able to know if you’re safe and your whereabouts made me worried. i know you’re talking to me already, but i hope you’ve really forgiven me. i dare not ask you about this anymore because i’m afraid that it’ll upset you again. baby, believe me ok? i’ve always wanted the best for you. really. even until now. i hope that everything’s really over and we can be like before(: i love you(:

somethings happened at home again. to father, to mother, to sister. everything. but i hope that things will be fine soon. it’s upsetting and tiring. CNY is round the corner, may all the bad be thrown away and things to start anew when CNY comes.

please.

 

                                                                                                                iloveyou.

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