Filed under: searchingthrough.
i pissed someone off the other day because of what i’ve said. had a good ‘lecture’ from him however i have to admit that i’m not doing what i should and maybe i’m not even wanting to do that. don’t ask me why i still want to let things fo this way because i can’t even answer that myself.
another person told me that i have to know which path i want and if i really want things to be this way. like what she said, maybe i’m trying to hard and sometimes trying too hard tend to backfire.
yes fair time for me to think about the whole issue carefully. heard this from somewhere, ‘ no matter what happens, just make sure that you only recall the good times.’ that’s what i’m doing now. i’ve been that way these two days. no matter where i am, as long as there are things that trigger me to recall, i’m recalling the good times, and the smile will come appearing on my face.
i’ve chosen to face it in a straightforward method. and no matter what happens i promise to overcome it myself. i promise.
thanks my friends*
Filed under: whenimisses
what was all those for? who was those for?
i’ve no right to ask. and shouldn’t even be thinking.
dreamt of someone again. thanks. sometimes having a chance to just see in the dreams is a blessing.
listening to his voice every night till i sleep. reminds me of many things. and i’m missing everything about this person. are you having the same feelings? although i know that it’ll be hard for you to be doing that. i still love you.
loving someone never needed a reason. it goes the same for stopping the love for someone you once loved.
i’m walking slowly.
looking at what i wish to see from the back.
listening as much as i could.
remembering the familiar scent.
and new year’s approaching. may my wishes com true =)
